It'll Humble You
Life bends in a way to make you break your rigid mold. It forces you to fold. All your cards on the table for everyone to see. Sometimes that humbling fold distorts you beyond recognition just so that you have no choice but to build again into a sturdier version of you. I say that because I was engaged to a quality fella I had been with for 6 years. 2 years long distance but when my dad passed. Life became too real. Too precious to waste. Too real to just exist in. You evaluate your life in a way that forces you to really decide what you stand for. Then Peter came into my life. I told him and I still tell him everyday when he walked into my life I felt like I had just been woken from an endless dream. Not a bad dream, just a hazy fog of being. I had been conditioned to believe that at best you find a partner in life that you work well with. Boy, was I wrong. I had muddied my way through trying to match my expectations of love with the realities of life. Most people d